Thursday, September 07, 2006

Your Mother

as posted somewhere else on Apr 28 2006, 04:32 PM
Tumpang kereta Ton gi HQ tadik. Aku belek2 kaset2 yg ade dalam kete dia .. ade satu kaset by Yusof Islam n friends. Aku baca satu lirik .. lirik dia macam ni ...

Who should you give your love to?
Your respect and your honour to?
Who should you pay good mind to - after Allah, And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next? Your Mother
Who next? Your Mother
And then you Father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothe you?
Who used to feed you
And always be with you?
When you were sick, stay up all night,
Holding you tight?
That’s right no other,
your Mother

Who should you take good care of,
Giving all your love?
Who should you think the most of - after Allah And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next? Your Mother
Who next? Your Mother
And then you Father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk?
Who used to hold you
Before you could walk?
And when you fell, who’d pick you up?
Clean your cut?
No one but, your Mother, your Mother

Who should you stay right close to?
Listen most to?
Never say no to – after Allah And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,
Who next? Your Mother
Who next? Your Mother
And then you Father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes?
Comb your hair and blow your nose?
And when you cried who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears?
Who really cares?
Your Mother

Say Alhamdulillah,
Thank you Allah
Thank You Allah for my Mother


Suddenly aku rase macam nak nangis. Do I have such an angel? Am I going to be such an angel?

Friday, September 01, 2006

from my point of view

posted somewhere else on Jun 30 2006, 10:22 AM

Semalam aku pergi pasar malam ... Biasa lah.. hari kerja .. Mane sempat nak masak. So, dah mana pun pasar malam maka banyak la gerai-gerai yang tak diingini oleh ibu beranak dua macam aku ni .. Pun begitu, aku bukan lah tokan pasar malam tu.. so tak dapat tidak .. wujudlah stall jual mainan budak yang buat anak2 aku berlari seperti ada magnet yang kuat tarik diorang ... Presentation adalah sesuatu yang paling penting dalam perniagaan kot (ntah- aku tak pandai berniaga) so ade la beberapa mainan yang di demo kat situ ...

well , itu bukan lah ape yang aku nak cerita kat sini .. Minat aku tertumpu kepada sepasang pasangan muda ... aku bet umur diorang dalam tak sampai 25 kot dari cara dressing n what not n the lady (aku rase sesilap umur budak ni tak sampai 21 lagik) bawak baby sorang .. very cute , very pure tapi mate ade tahik sket .. budak tu nak kene sakit mate tu tapi mak dia tak perasan kot .. baby tu pandang aku .. And dari gaya dressing aku rase derang ni mungkin keje kilang kat bangi tu kot .. tapi aku respek la sebab mereka BERANI menghadapi CABARAN alam rumahtangga, sahut seruan Rasullullah dengan berkahwin rather than executive mutip yg ramai bersepah2 tak mo kawen konon sebab tak ready le, tak sampai seru (???) le tak cukup duit le, tunggu bidadari syurga le ape ... hak ptuih!

Bapak budak tu .. sebenarnya reminds me of my brother - the youngest one - Nuar. rupe pun ade iras2 sket .. tanya kat pakcik yang jual mainan tu - agak dalam hati dia nak bagi anak dia main .. berapa harga bende tu? pakcik tu cakap 15 inggit. and aku tengok mamat tu menung aje pandang mainan tu .. mesti dia rase 15 inggit tu mahal sangat .. aku pun pernah jugerk rase macam tu .. 15 ringgit tu amat besar nilainya .. and dengan gaya cool mamat tu dengan sebelah tangan dekat poket belakang (posing..) terus pandang kereta yang berpusing2 berbunyik2 dan berkelip2 lampu tu .. pakcik yg jual tu cakap lagik .. bende ni pakai bateri .. bla bla bla ...

aku nampak satu raut beban bercampur kesal kat muka mamat tu sebab dia tak dapat belikan bende tu untuk anak dia ...tiba-tiba aku jadik sayu ... pun apa yang buleh aku buat utk dia??? dalam hati aku doakan semoga Allah memurahkan rezeki dia dan diberi kesenangn hidupnya dan kesejahteraan dalam keluarga kecil tu ... ameen

if anybody read entri aku ni .. please .. doakan sekali utk mamat tu .. semoga doa kita dimakbulkan.. aminnote: mungkin jugak aku salah judge the cover.. mungkin jugak budak 2 tu kawen mude sebab mak bapak derang banyak duit so derang tak abis nak makan sampai 7 keturunan.. but still aku beg korang punya doa semoga pasangan tu diberkati dan dimurahkan rezeki ...



thank you

"down" syndrome

I feel like shouting my lungs of of me
I feel like carving a huge bar of almond chocolate bar
I feel like eating a 10 kg moist chocolate cake
I feel like eating 2 kg of rib eye steak with mushroom plus balck pepper sauce
I feel like having 3 large extreme chocolate drink from san francisco coffee
I feel like tuning this metallica songs to the fullest volume
I feel like taking a long holidayI feel like sleeping all day long
I feel like yelling to anybodyI feel like want to do nothing
I feel like want to be very quiteI feel like want to do bungee jump
I feel like want to sky divingI feel like hell
I feel like ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





thank you

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

a request

Talked to ijat this morning at YM .. after quite sometimes I don't have the opportunity to indulge myself with all the chats .. hehe

and .. i am now full of courage to transfer all my entries i kept somewhere else here ... bit by bit la .. so for a start ... this declaration .. hehe

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

antara bunga dan tahik

jauh jauh bau bunge, dekat dekat bau tahik

what happened to me really makes me couldn't agree more with that saying. atau it is just me ... dekat bau tahik .. jauh pun bau tahik .. kot nak ade bau bunge pun ... bunge tahik ayam ...

mak ... kenapa????

Friday, November 18, 2005

hyperthyroidism


Hyperthyroidism or thyrotoxicosis results from excess quantities of thyroid hormone in the body. This excess of hormones may be caused by tumors of the thyroid or rarely of the pituitary or ovaries, inflammation of the thyroid, or ingestion of excessive amounts of thyroid hormone or iodine. Those with increased thyroid hormone levels experience heat intolerance, increased energy, difficulty sleeping, diarrhea and anxiety.

http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000356.htm

ayah ade thyroid ...

dan sekarang ni ....





aku

Thursday, October 27, 2005

kite kekurangan lelaki ...

semalam pagi masa naik lrt .. aku duduk ditengah2 antara dua mamat cina punk ... style dia .. allah aje tahu .. seram jugak aku ... tapi okey la .. derang tak kacau aku .. haha

sampai kat stesen cheras ... naik la 2 orang buta .. sebab dia berdiri dekat ngan aku .. aku nak bangun la ... kesian ... sekali budak sebelah kanan aku cakap .. takpe .. pastu dia cakap ngan kawan dia ... terus derang bangun .. bagi tempat derang kat 2 orang buta tu ...

well .. selalu aku perhati ... kalau abang-abang kita yang hensem dengan kemeja ber "sait" eh org panggil bende tu ... buleh potong timun ... punye tajam ... hahah ... sebenarnye derang ni la yg hampeh!... banyak kali jugak la aku perhati ... golongan ni ... pantang ade oarng bangun turun .. dia la yg berebut nak duduk .. dah tu kalau sampai stesen hujung sekali tak ape .. setakat duduk untuk satu stesen .. aduhhhh! memalukan sungguh ... padahal depan dia ramai yg tua .. yg pregnant pun ade ... jantan gitu memang la tak layak nak buat laki!

satu pengalaman ... masa naik komuter .. sampai kat tasik selatan .. turun la satu hamba Allah .. makes tempat kat tengah antara dua lelaki macho tu kosong .. aku nak duduk .. then i said "dek .. buleh tak adek duduk tengah .. akak duduk tepi .. tak le akak kene kepit dengan 2 lelaki .." dia pandang aku .. macam nak makan pun ade ... pastu dia cakap dengan nada "nyekik" kate orang kelantan ..." duduk je laa.. saye pun tersepit gak tadik ...." gitu eh lelaki macho melayu malaysia ....????? so sekali aku ternampak seorang pakcik .. badan semangat ... aku offer tempat tu kat pakcik tu .. pakcik tyu tak lengah .. terus duduk ... nah kau! ... betul2 tersepit mamat tu ... padan muke kau!

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

aku seekor burung pipit ...

qullil haqqu walau kanamurra ....

berkata benarlah sekali pun pahit ... satu-satunya hadith yang aku hafal dua bahsa ... satu-satunya hadith yang aku pegang dan impaknya sentiasa datang padaku .. dengan mak .. dengan ayah .. dengan abang ... dengan kawan2 .. dengan amir dan adeeb ... aku berkata benar ... kerana pendusta itu adalah munafik dan aku tak mahu jadi munafik ...